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Saturday, May 13, 2006

I wanted to blog something but i've forgotten most of the things i wanna blog about already. Heh. That's one of my bad points. I forget about stuff easily. Well, i've a general idea of what i wanna blog, but it may not be coherent.

Firstly, it's about THAT infatuation. Yes, that infatuation. I guess it's only an infatuation since i've not met him and i don't know what's he's like in real. On paper everything just looks perfect. In real, he might be a jerk. Well, though i may not be that great, i do think that i deserve at least someone good. So i'm gonna get over it, leave it just as that, and let nature run it's course. I'm not expecting much tmr anyway, only pain and sorrow i guess. Then i'll stand up again and work harder on getting my dream bod(hopefully). Yeah, i'm giving myself a 3 year timeline to achieve that, and until then, i'm gonna remove all my pics from my profiles.

Secondly, what type of guys i like. Hmm.. Of course looks does matter. Everybody is superficial. And that's why i'm working hard now. I've regretted not starting early, i'm losing another 3 years of youth. LOL. Ok, next! I want that type of feeling, where you get swept off your feet. Where you lose total control of yourself; emotions, imagination all running wild. Where action taken by the other party sends you to heaven/hell. Yes, that's the feeling I want. It should all start from there, and of course we should work together to make the entire thing work for the long run as well. ^^

Well, that's a very long post that I've just made. And i'm still thinking of you.

3:33 AM

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