Just readjusted my blog template. Damn shagged now and can't be bothered to tweak it any further. The first part looks pretty empty but i don't know how to fill it up with stuff. I guess i'll change it again when i'm in the mood. RAWR!
Oh, I'm sorry for all the shit i gave you just now. Didn't realise i was bein insensitive and stuff. I'll watch myself in future. Anyway i didn't mean it. You know I'm a harmless creature ya? =D Another good thing is that aleks is going to play WOW again. WOW!! ain't that great? lol.. i'm buggin him to play on the same server as me. Anyway it's gettin late. I guess i'll go shower and go play some Xeno3.
Ahhh. Finally getting down to blog again. I was telling alex not to label me anymore. Yes, i'm finally succumbing to societal pressures. Hope a nice girl comes along. Someone like Beverly. Yes, i had this thing for her for quite long. Might disgust those who knew me and her, but yes i had this thing for her since i first saw her. She was in the same class as clare for the first 3 months. I happened to 'crash' their class gathering at Lucky Plaza where they were playing pool. She made an impression on me then and there. And it so happened that we were put into the same class. Alas, misfortune happened, and she stayed away from me like i was some kind of < insert negative noun >. Fast forward to the BBQ at Julia's house, i think she had a tiff with CR (they got together) and having really bad gastric. Don't remember the details but she left with me. I was looking after her, brought her to 7-11, i think i bought her some food but she couldn't ingest, and took the train with me down. This is the interesting part. I sat beside her on the train, and she asked me if she could rest on my shoulder since she's feeling unwell. So she rested her head on my shoulders, and started apologising to me. She said that when she heard about me, she was shocked and didn't know how to respond, so she just stayed away and gave me the cold shoulder. Then she said that i'm a nice guy, girls will come after me should i decide to change. Ahh... memories(nightmares) of yesterdays comes flooding back.
Anyway, I decided to change. Whether i'll be successful or not will have to depend on the will of heaven i guess. I've asked the most adorable most lovable Su to help pray for me. I'm sure God will grant her wishes right?