Hai, mr lengzai isn't connected to any of my aj friends. Disappointing. I guess I must start from teh beginning else people reading this won't have any head or tail. All began with orientation. I was there, super sleepy early in the morning. Then lengzai came in. I was like, uh oh, peach blossom trouble. Rugged good looks, muscular fit. I told myself not to get to know him, knowing what i was like. i tried to avoid him, sat far away, kept to my immediate neighbours and stuck to another guy (which obviously i didn't have any interest in). However, my curiosity to get to know the lengzai got the better of me so i initiated a conversation with his 'buddy', one thing led to another and there we were introducing ourselves. Then off we went, to orientation camp. At first, i thought how horrible an idea it was, to go off somewhere far, wet and cold and when i could spend time with alex and su going on a drinking binge over the weekend. However, that 3 days turned out to be so fun. Spent like 3 days interacting with lengzai was one of the best things that happened to me. Too bad he's not in any of my classes, sadded.
I can sooo feel a repeat of sec4, when i had a humongous crush on another guy. It was one of the most agonizing periods in my life, dealing with my emotions yet that was the thing that gave me the drive to study hard so that i could get to the same place as him. Alas, he went to a better jc with better results than me and by virtue of his sportsmanship. I didn't trail too far behind, but results like mine happened to be dime a dozen in my year therefore i was banished to a 'lousier' jc.
So, i really dread the coming 6 mths. Gonna be a painful testing time for me again. However i hope that this would actually drive me to get that much needed score to enter melbourne U.