Oh.. It's been a long time since i've posted and my friends were commenting that i only blog when i'm feeling down/depressed. Yeah.. Something great happened. I finally picked up the courage and asked him whether he likes me.
We were meeting for a movie last wednesday but, i was feeling depressed over the mixed signals (i thought) he gave me over the past week. On tuesday night, i was really feeling terrible since we're gonna meet the next day. (I've bought the tickets nevertheless.) So i blogged all that shit in the post below. Then on wednesday morning, i felt so bad until i even thought of skipping that movie (by cooking up some excuse) and played WOW the whole day. I was feeling emo, and i spammed that in my guild channel that i need some emotional support. Then this nice guy from Australia, he came and comforted me. (He thought i was female cos i played a female toon.) He started telling me about his story and stuff, and gave me advice and emotional support the entire afternoon. Then I received a sms from him telling me that he could meet me earlier, like at 5. However, I was deep in game and feeling quite upset about the whole issue so i kinda ignored it until the last moment and said 5.30. Exchanged a few smses in a very short and cold way. (Anyone who gets my smses should know that i type a whole lot of crap in it, so you can imagine how my cold and short smses would be like.) Anyway, we met and walked around, had dinner and the movie. After the movie, it was kinda late so he had to go so we walked to the bus stop. All the while i was considering to ask him the question.. So i finally picked up the courage (and beating around the bush) to ask him whether he liked me.. And he said yes, after that i think we got shy then we switched topic to some dancer in the youth park which was male but we thought he was a she while crossing the road. After he got on the bus, he sent me a sms, the very first sms he sent to me out of his own volition.
Then again, after that sms, I never received another sms out of his own free will again. Of cos i don't expect everyone to be like
colin and kero, but i don't even feel that he cares about me.. Oh well, we can't have our pie and eat it, can we? We gotta learn that everyone is different and has different needs and behaviours. I just gotta adapt. Probably we could talk more about our expectations when we meet again. This is just to let off steam and rant. He probably doesn't know about this blog (hopefully not) cos i dun want him to know i'm a very emo person. He might get frightened off. =p