I think that it has just been a dream. And the dream has ended. It's time to wake up. I've been thinking, some people can just say stuff and forgets it promptly after. I shouldn't haven taken stuff so seriously. Now i feel hurt. He doesn't even show any care or concern. Why should i bother? It has been more a nightmare than a dream. Overwhelming emotions pressing me down it's hard to breathe, I should forget that whole episode and just move on. It has been so tiring over these few weeks.