I keep going back to the things i need to walk away from. Sigh, after that rejection, i met up with him again. Watched a movie, and actually held hands in the theatre. (More intimate stuff happened over the few hrs together but i'm lazy to write them all out.) Anyway, i thought i had a chance again. But I dunno. He seemed like he likes me, yet he doesn't say anything. I really don't know if i'm just convenient or what. I get on my nerves sometimes. But i really enjoy being with him. So caring and stuff. Haiz. I need to get away. Maybe my moving will do me good. New start at a new place. Hopefully i don't come back to this again.