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Sunday, September 24, 2006

Finished watching 'My Girl' and now I feel so empty. It's like there's nothing else in store for me. I'm getting bored playing games. It feels like I should continue living in my fantasy, there's nothing out there in reality for me. In my fantasy, there's always something to look forward to.
Oh, I went to Aleks' blog 2 days ago. "The boy who still believes in romance".. Well, I don't believe that someone actually still believes in that. It only happens in TV dramas lol. Much as I wanna believe, somehow i feel that i'll be alone for the rest of my life. Doesn't seem to me that anything/anyone exciting is gonna pop into my life. My life is too boring, just going thru the motion of everyday life, going to classes, coming home. Even when I go out it's me alone. I look at my msn list, I don't even talk to most of them. So who could I ask out to accompany me? The few I talk to are either overseas, too busy with school or just doesn't wanna come out. That's sad. It's only me and my ipod. Maybe what my friend said to me is true. Mst people are on different wavelengths from me. I have my own way of thinking and people just can't seem to get through to me. Probably feel that i'm atas. Oh well.. Back to my fantasy for now.

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