I feel so good now. Slept 14 hrs from 5am to 7pm and missed lunch with Mirantz and Lennel. Haha.. But I feel wonderfully rejuvenated and great about myself. I was up so late last night cos i was addicted to a book, just can't put it down heh. It's another book by Marian Keyes (Yeah i absolutely love chick-lit) called the Last Chance Saloon. I saw similarities between me and a character in the book. It made me realised that though I wanna get involved with life and people, I just kept to myself afraid of being hurt and reinforcing the low opinion of myself. So now i've decided to go out more and hang out with people. Probably tag along with Mirantz, expand my social circle from there. Good luck to me!