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Wednesday, November 08, 2006

I'm such an easy trick now. A few sweet words and i'll be smitten. God knows what will happen tonight if I wasn't dog tired now.
I met my friends for lunch just now at Bugis. Friend A who works for a gay portal had to go check out a gay spa that just opened recently so he asked me and Friend B to accompany him. I was kinda tempted by the idea (I've never been to a gay spa before and wanted to take a look). Well after we finished lunch, we went our separate ways. Then after some thought, I decided that I shouldn't visit those kind of places. So i came home and msn-ed them to tell them I'm not going anymore. Then they started teasing me about me being afraid I'll be harrassed there. Then Friend B said "I'll protect you."
Immediately, images of a pair of arms wrapped themselves around me flashed in my mind. I was appalled and mortified by what my brain is thinking of. I shouldn't be doing that, but the lure of the physical touch was too much to bear. That feeling of being wanted, desired, all within that physical touch. I craved for it. It has been very long since I was ever wanted by another person. However, I was saved from this madness by my weird sleeping hours. My eyes are closing as I'm typing this so I don't think I'll be able to make it tonight. Heh. Good nights ^^.

7:13 PM

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