Am in a dark mood now. Listening to a dark song(sounds dark to me at least)'Pride' by Ayumi Hamasaki. I've put up a video of Pride under the videos section. Go check it out if you wanna hear what it's like. Heard this song quite long ago, waaay back in May when I went for Ayumi's concert in Osaka(actually waaaaaaaaaaaaay back longer before the concert coz my friend was playing the album). However, it caught my fancy only 2 days ago when it so happened to start at that track in Alex's car. I was entwined in that melancholic tune and it synchronized with my emotions.
Anyway, I haven't been blogging for a while. Nothing much happened except that I flirted with someone attached and got myself burnt in the process. That happened 2 weeks ago. Well, wasn't too hurt anyway. I've got waaaaaay too much training in getting rejected. :P
Then I went to a play, Jack And The Beansprout, last Tuesday with Mirantz. And it made me a convert with theatre. Always thought theatre was stuffy and square, so un-cool and un-hip(not that i'm a very cool/hip person), uptight and lack of humor. Anyway my view of theatre was rather negative until I went to that production. I'm sooooooo gonna go for more theatrical productions even if I have to pay for them. :p
Today, I went out with Mirantz and co. again. Well, I wouldn't have gone if I knew a certain few people went. We were supposed to go to a service by the FCC, but me being staunchly un-christian(sounds better than anti-christ right?), skipped the service and just went for the dinner. Ok, not exactly dinner, never ate anything since I don't feel good to eat food meant for church-goers. After that we went down to Mirantz's office, where he bought a wonderful cheesecake with an equally wonderful price-tag for the b'day celebrations of Me(27th Dec), Alvin(19th Jan) and Daniel(??). And Mirantz's friend was soooooooooo
kawaiiiiiii!! Had to hide in a corner in order to stop myself from staring(drooling). Ahahhahaha, too bad he's straight. :p Well, I was toying with the idea of
dragging if only he would bite. *giggle*
It's been a crazy fortnight. So many things happened within these 2 weeks. I guess i'm not suitable for this kind of lifestyle. hahha.. Shan't elaborate too much. I think i need to take a break from all these again, go out walk walk by myself. Having company is too much to bear. Being alone is the best.